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2020

by Torrential Rain

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1.
Home Alone 04:27
I see you walking home alone Nobody calling on the phone A side of me I've never shown I'll make you be my very own You don't know all the hours I've been Lying awake with you on my mind. Counting the days so cruel and unkind The last street lights so far out of sight This it no fight, no flight. You don't see me but I'm everywhere. Every day every night tracing all of your steps in the moonlight. I'm always right behind you. A second shadow that's about to come to life. There's someone you can't lie to. My heart can't take another stabbing with your knife I see you walking home alone Nobody calling on the phone A side of me I've never shown I'll make you be my very own You don't know How would you know But you will know All of the times I've been there while you were sleeping Observing, watching you living life Without me I see you walking home alone Nobody calling on the phone A side of me I've never shown I'll make you be my very own Why can't you see I'm the only real Love that you'll know. Making your way back home Moving too slow You won't get there tonight Make me whole Make me whole I see you walking home alone Nobody calling on the phone A side of me I've never shown I'll make you be my very own
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Strung Out 04:52
I've exhausted all my options and myself in the process. Burning lungs to keep the distance to the thoughts I can't confess. Repressing, hiding, fighting feelings of self doubt. There's just no end to this hell I'm so fucking strung out. Can't keep on living like this. (can't keep on living like this) I am one step away from falling into the abyss. So can you make me feel like I'm okay? Can't get through another day. Help me find myself amidst the noise. Keep me from slipping away. Cause I can fake it all I want but I'm just running from the mess I made. The truth is I'm still falling apart. Every night I've been waking up drenched in sweat. Plagued by the memories I can't seem to forget. With every day there's a little less left of me. Left of the person that I used to be. I hate myself for letting it go this far. So can you make me feel like I'm okay? Can't get through another day. Help me find myself amidst the noise. Keep me from slipping away. Cause I can fake it all I want but I'm just running from the mess I made. The truth is I'm still falling apart. I don't know why I feel so goddamn low all of the time but I can't help myself. But maybe one day I can breath again find a way to make amends. This weight that's crushing me is just inside my head. All the lies I have have to tell myself to hide my true Identity. I'm so sick of them. That's why I'm begging you to safe me from myself. Holding on for one more day. Maybe tomorrow fate will change it's way. Make me feel like I'm okay. Can't get through another day. Help me find myself amidst the noise. So can you make me feel like I'm okay? Can't get through another day. Help me find myself amidst the noise. Keep me from slipping away. Cause I can fake it all I want but I'm just running from the mess I made. The truth is I'm still falling apart. Save me from myself.
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Deaf Ears 04:41
Try to listen I'll do my best to free you from this prison Why won't you see this ain't a competition The words I speak to you don't matter at all It's like punching a wall It's like you're Falling away from me but still sticking around To witness my misery as I hit the ground The more I hold on to you the more you let go Can you even tell at all the feeling is mutual I tried to listen But all you're giving me is opposition Bringing to life my darkest premonition The words I speak to you don't matter at all It's like punching a wall It's like you're Where have all our memories gone? Casting aside everything you depend on How can I finally make you see That none of us here is your enemy? I tried to listen But all you're giving me is opposition Bringing to life my darkest premonition The words I speak to you don't matter at all It's like punching a wall It's like you're Break free of this prison Why don't you try to listen? You know I try to be The one to keep you hanging on But with every choice you make There's another heart you seem to break Along the way I've come to see I start to share your misery So if you can then forgive me For losing touch with who we used to be Who we used to be I tried to listen But all you're giving me is opposition Bringing to life my darkest premonition The words I speak to you don't matter at all It's like punching a wall It's like you're The cycle repeats And all my words fall on deaf ears They fall on deaf ears I need you to know what I'm thinking about This is the last I'm reaching out This is the last I'm reaching out Try to listen Try to listen Opposition Premonition We don't matter at all We're just watching you fall Why don't you Try to listen Try to listen Opposition Opposition Premonition Premonition We don't matter at all We're just watching you fall Why don't you
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Left Outside 05:04
Have you ever felt alone inside Have you ever tried to run and hide Have you ever been left outside Have you ever felt alone inside Have you ever tried to run and hide Have you ever been left outside Left outside The minutes crawling by I'm practicing my favorite lie Pieces of my broken mind Put together just enough to hide This numbness in my chest Slowly taking a hold of me Please just let me fail this test right now I'll gladly end it purposely I only wanted you to stay You never cared in any way Choking on every word you say You'll never stop the games you play I only wanted you to stay You never cared in any way Choking on every word you say You'll never stop the games you play You'll never stop the games you play Have you ever felt alone inside Have you ever tried to run and hide Have you ever been left outside Even though Everything inside me screams to let it go I won't give in I won't become the one to let them know Cause all you've ever needed was for us to go our seperate ways Us to go our seperate ways I only wanted you to stay You never cared in any way Choking on every word you say You'll never stop the games you play I only wanted you to stay You never cared in any way Choking on every word you say You'll never stop the games you play Have you ever felt alone inside Have you ever tried to run and hide Have you ever been left outside So can you tell me why I feel like I'm to blame For losing at your game Your game Stripped of all my pride My pride Watching myself die inside This mask I wear has become more familiar than what's underneath The husk of a man I've become How do I erase these thoughts I cannot face I've gotten way to good at pretending Filled to the brim with regretful emotions I'm standing still I'm standing still A collection of mistakes I cherish alone by myself By myself

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released January 30, 2021

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Torrential Rain Nuremberg, Germany

Germanys progressive metalcore high flyers TORRENTIAL RAIN catch you where everyday life let’s you down. Romance, Break-ups or reflecting on one‘s own life are just a few of the themes to let their fanbase know: You are not alone!

Following the immense success of their single "HOME ALONE"(over 427.000 organic streams on Spotify) this band tirelessly works on new material.
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